I love you so much, you are one of the most important things in my life right now.
I would do alot for you, almost everything..
But there is ONE thing I can’t do, not even for you – even though I love you.
Because this is MINE, this is something I’m not ready to leave behind.
Don’t hate me for it. Don’t judge me.
Try to understand, I need this! I want this.
This is what keeps me alive,
this is what makes it all better,
this helps me breathe when I’m scared.
When I’m all alone in the night,
and the shadows hunts me.
So don’t take it away from me, and please don’t hate me.
I love you, but this is mine..